More than friend request ~

coz I'm pretty lazy to blog this it takes a month to finally jot this down in my blog. so yes my crush added me on the day of my birthday and I'm more than happy than ever!! Like seriously I never see that coming. So before that happen. Let me tell you that I'm damn busy reading tweets on my twitter when suddenly a notification appear out of my no where at the top of my phone screen and I was like WOAH WOAH no way! you serious? HAHAHAHA. the girlish me wanted to squeal but I still have sane mind so I texted my friend and tell her that hey *toot add me. What should I do? blah blah and she's like: Go on add him It's your chance. LOL. (wonder why? 'coz my friend got a crush on him too & she's pretty jealous with all the attention I'm getting from him better ask for permission first) so the stupid me added him in less that 5 minutes. HAHAHAHA. Fuck!! Pretty obvious eh??

The one that got away ~

No more bitter feelings. I wish you all the best. You're happy with your life now so I should be happy with my life as well. Life goes on. I will always keep you in my mind you're my first love and first heartbreak after all.

It's time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse

To my future boyfriend

Hey!! I won't make promises 'coz promises are meant to be broken after all.

So what have gotten into me? Well I just want to write something for you while I'm in the midst of searching you ~

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To my future boyfriend:

1.) I'm telling you as early as now that we'll be having lots of fights and misunderstandings together. I have strong temper and honestly I don't know if its a good thing or not.

2.) I'm bipolar. I have mood swings 24/7 growing up with brothers surrouding you; wasn't easy after all. I have to keep up with their childish prank and lots of teasing that's why I have rotten attitude. I really do appreciate if you are willing to keep up with it. TT^TT

3.) I'm not much of a talkative person. I'm more of a listener so if you find me boring please bare up with me.

4.) I must admit I'm the jealous type of girlfriend but I'm not the irrational one. I'm even willing to bury that fact in my grave.

5.) I know this is pretty hard but please? Please be honest with me. I have trust issues. Having back stab by your so called friends are quite painful so please don't ever betray the trust I give you.

6.) I have a big PRIDE. I don't say sorry unless it's really my fault but if you think I'm being arrogant could you smack me in head?? and make me come back to my senses. I do know how to swallow my pride. Having a big PRIDE doesn't brought me any good after all.

7.) If I forgot to say how much I LOVE YOU EVERYDAY please do keep in mind that I may not be showy but I do love you with all my heart.

P.S.>> Now that you've read it. YOU have time to back out and if you wish to stay bare with me. <3